About LA Judge / Nodecaf:
I am 47 year old VERY Dark Psi / Elemental - Environmental vampire
(Dark meaning negative feeding) residing in Baltimore, MD. While I
can feed via all methods, and am occasionally sanguinary (with the
proper donor), I prefer Psi & Elemental - Environmental energies
because they best fit my energy needs and leave me feeling balanced.
Like many vampires, I too am very empathic. I read as much from
empathic input in my contacts with others as I do by the actual words
they are using.
I awakened at age 14 and have been in and out the vampire communities
since that time. I am a HUGE supporter of community and mentoring.
Vampirism is so often a misunderstood condition, even by those
afflicted with it. I strive for my work here with the VC to be open
and honest to those seeking knowledge and to foster better relations
between the various fractions of the REAL vampire communities.
Veritatem dies aperit.
LA.
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In addition to having a low-grade headache 24/7, I am extremely affected by the changing air pressures of weather patterns. I am leveled with severe migraines as a result. They affect my feeding abilities in that I can not feed at all when I have a severe migraine.
I have found that everything affects my vampirism and my abilities to feed and take energies. I have multiple drug and food allergies that while they are familial in nature, do impede my ability to feed. Therefore, I try to stay close as possible to a natural, whole foods diet, with little or no additives or preservatives. I drink bottled water and I am particular about the brand. I even gave up taking anything to help relive the pain of the minor daily headache a couple of decades ago. I figure why add chemicals to my body when they just do not work.
Doing this lessen a bit of the daily headaches and shortens the recovery time on the migraines. I am without the ability to feed for only a day or two, as opposed to three or more days if I have filled up on junk food and chemicals.
In addition to the headaches, I live under very stressful circumstances. As an extremely negative feeding vampire my reaction to stress is, “oh I can handle it’. And mentally that is true. But having lived with a high daily level of stress for the better part of my life, it has affected my energy taking abilities and my physical health. Energy wise, I will not feed on stress. It is a chaotic energy and I do not find it usable. But exposure to it does affect me in such away that I often find my natural feeding abilities impeded by the exposure to the stress. So much in fact that most days I am under fed on the energies I need. Additionally I am now starting to suffer the long term real physical health damages that have been brought on by the long term stress exposure. Having no donor only complicates this. I am finding that my physical health is very tied to vampirism in ways that I never before suspected.
The long and short of it is I need to get away from the constant stress exposure, so that I can get both my physical health and my vampirism balanced and under control.
LA. Judge / nodecaf
VC Administrator
VC Council
Mid-Atlantic Vampire Association
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