I searched for a light in my dark world
I found you struggling to be free
We shared so much and I thought I had unlocked your cage
but the prison wasn't real
you lied to me and still I stayed
I wiped away your tears
and listened to your pleas
Now I'm here entangled in the web of your lies
each day I wish to go, but can't leave
I cry tears of blood and pain but you don't wipe them away
I reach for you but you stand clear
Why do I try so hard to bring you back to me?
Just when I think I am strong you weaken me
And when I am sure I can leave, you embrace my heart
and drink of my soul
Casting me away again you dwell on your own pain
Self absorbed you still lead me away
then abandon me in my hour of need
Hold me in your arms or push me away
Give me your love, or take it away
The indecision is killing me
and for you alone my heart bleeds
And for you my soul slowly dies and fades away
--Aine
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